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i am so exhausted.

i'm tired of this life.

i'm tired of being a doormat.

i randomly remembered that I had a diaryland account about 4 years ago and went to look for it. and here it is.

so much has changed... i'm not the same person that I was when I used to call this page home.

things were much simpler then. so easy and relaxed. i wish that those silly little details were all i had to worry about now.

and i wrote so much better then. my vocabulary (and my brain in general) has shrunk so much since high school.

and i'm married. hmph.